She wrote a little entry in October 2008 about how she met her husband, struggled, loved, and lost. "We thought this love would last for...

Mekhaela had already sabotaged everything in her life and blaming everyone for everything. “I like to get hurt, I let go of things or...

Did Mekhaela turn to vices to forget everything? "Maybe I am just overwhelmed with all the things that have happened to me this month and...

Mekhaela's married life was already hanging in the balance and yet, she's trying to keep everything together for the sake of not...

It wasn't easy for Mekhaela to follow advice from people. Had she blindly obeyed someone's advice and things took turn for the worse?...

Was Mekhaela becoming lazy or just fed up with everything that went on around her? "I’m becoming more and more lazy–a lot of people told...

This was the last entry of the year 2007. Mekhaela tried to reevaluate all the things that have happened to her. She was trying to figure...

Mekhaela recalled that she was worried that her temper was spreading like cancer, that's why she's trying to keep herself from...

This is not the Mekhaela most of the people remembered. They see her as a cheerful person who doesn't want problems get in her way.

..and I regret that.

Maybe I’m already fed up with the same routine and maybe I need to get myself a little space or perhaps a privacy to think things over.

I have a family now: two beautiful kids and a loving husband. I mean, I should think of the consequences of my actions, right?