MEKHAELA never thought that August in the year 2009 plays a significant role in HER life. A ghost is haunting HER and SHE will not fully...

It was a cold and rainy August of 2009 and all MEKHAELA can talk about is HER one precious bottle. This bottle gave HER life and...

Was MEKHAELA battling this all alone or did SHE have some friends who were with HER all along? I can’t imagine he’s fading away from the...

Was it a smooth process of getting over MILES? Were there any roadblocks along the way? Did MILES suddenly make his presence known and...

Did MEKHAELA still continue to fight a losing battle and hope for a better day? "I’m lashed, slashed, and crushed. " #MekhaelaOnPodcast...

Will MEKHAELA be able to slowly get her feet back and start fresh? Where have all the good people gone? #MekhaelaOnPodcast...

MEKHAELA started to think that there’s no hope for happiness left of her anymore. Was it because SHE's too frustrated that SHE didn’t get...

The only mistake MEKHAELA did was that SHE clung to the memories and hoping that MILES will come back. SHE had never forgiven herself for...

July 2009 has been a rough month for Mekhaela. But despite it all, she was able to channel her inner poet and turn her sadness into...

Mekhaela felt like she's carrying all of these adversities alone. Did anyone help? Nope! Did anyone check on her if she's okay? Hell, no....

MEKHAELA will reveal a secret she had kept for so long. "Was I caught? Nope! Veteran's Move? Hell, yeah!" #MekhaelaOnPodcast...

GUESS WHO REACHED OUT AND APOLOGIZED for putting MEKHAELA in a tight spot?? "I’m hurt. A ton of sorry would not heal the wounds but I’m...

Why did MEKHAELA wait for something so vague? Maybe it was just her ego talking. Just maybe. "No, I’m not an Ice Queen. I just numb...

What was Mekhaela even fighting for? For him to come back even if she knew he won't? Was she just making a fool of herself for thinking...

What did MEKHAELA do to deserve such castigation from someone she'd loved and sacrificed for? Why do people hurt her that much? "I easily...

One thing Mekhaela was so sure about: time management was off the table. Mekhaela tried to convince herself that whatever happened to her...

It was a battle between her head and her heart. Mekhaela's head said the relationship was nothing but toxic, but her heart was telling...

Did Mekhaela find gold amongst the rust? "He knows if I’m genuinely happy, sad, or upset...If only I could keep him in my pocket...

Mekhaela started to notice that Miles was slowly fading out of the picture but she's still trying to get her hopes up. The stronger she...

Mekhaela wrote an email that was never sent to MILES. She made a promise to stay. A promise she kept that sealed her fate. "It’s always a...