What the hell was MEKHAELA thinking? Was suicide the only solution to everything? Or was SHE being slapped by the reality and pulled...

Up to what extent did MEKHAELA go through just to heal? Guys leave you just like that without any word and that hurts especially if...

Laying low after all of those things that happened to MEKHAELA was a good decision, or so SHE thought. Maybe it gave HER time to think...

MEKHAELA decided to simply withdraw from the people who wouldn’t understand HER. SHE thought it was all for the best. The less SHE sees...

September 2009 came and MEKHAELA decided to set HER sorrows aside and start regaining HER old self. SHE knew it was a difficult process...

As August came to an end, MEKHAELA wrote an entry as though SHE was just speaking to MILES. As if he was just in front of HER, but he...

MEKHAELA never thought that August in the year 2009 plays a significant role in HER life. A ghost is haunting HER and SHE will not fully...

It was a cold and rainy August of 2009 and all MEKHAELA can talk about is HER one precious bottle. This bottle gave HER life and...

Was MEKHAELA battling this all alone or did SHE have some friends who were with HER all along? I can’t imagine he’s fading away from the...

Was it a smooth process of getting over MILES? Were there any roadblocks along the way? Did MILES suddenly make his presence known and...

Did MEKHAELA still continue to fight a losing battle and hope for a better day? "I’m lashed, slashed, and crushed. " #MekhaelaOnPodcast...

Will MEKHAELA be able to slowly get her feet back and start fresh? Where have all the good people gone? #MekhaelaOnPodcast...

MEKHAELA started to think that there’s no hope for happiness left of her anymore. Was it because SHE's too frustrated that SHE didn’t get...

The only mistake MEKHAELA did was that SHE clung to the memories and hoping that MILES will come back. SHE had never forgiven herself for...

July 2009 has been a rough month for Mekhaela. But despite it all, she was able to channel her inner poet and turn her sadness into...

Mekhaela felt like she's carrying all of these adversities alone. Did anyone help? Nope! Did anyone check on her if she's okay? Hell, no....

MEKHAELA will reveal a secret she had kept for so long. "Was I caught? Nope! Veteran's Move? Hell, yeah!" #MekhaelaOnPodcast...

GUESS WHO REACHED OUT AND APOLOGIZED for putting MEKHAELA in a tight spot?? "I’m hurt. A ton of sorry would not heal the wounds but I’m...

Why did MEKHAELA wait for something so vague? Maybe it was just her ego talking. Just maybe. "No, I’m not an Ice Queen. I just numb...

What was Mekhaela even fighting for? For him to come back even if she knew he won't? Was she just making a fool of herself for thinking...