GUESS WHO REACHED OUT AND APOLOGIZED for putting MEKHAELA in a tight spot?? "I’m hurt. A ton of sorry would not heal the wounds but I’m...

Why did MEKHAELA wait for something so vague? Maybe it was just her ego talking. Just maybe. "No, I’m not an Ice Queen. I just numb...

What was Mekhaela even fighting for? For him to come back even if she knew he won't? Was she just making a fool of herself for thinking...

What did MEKHAELA do to deserve such castigation from someone she'd loved and sacrificed for? Why do people hurt her that much? "I easily...

One thing Mekhaela was so sure about: time management was off the table. Mekhaela tried to convince herself that whatever happened to her...

It was a battle between her head and her heart. Mekhaela's head said the relationship was nothing but toxic, but her heart was telling...

Did Mekhaela find gold amongst the rust? "He knows if I’m genuinely happy, sad, or upset...If only I could keep him in my pocket...

Mekhaela started to notice that Miles was slowly fading out of the picture but she's still trying to get her hopes up. The stronger she...

Mekhaela wrote an email that was never sent to MILES. She made a promise to stay. A promise she kept that sealed her fate. "It’s always a...

She wrote a little entry in October 2008 about how she met her husband, struggled, loved, and lost. "We thought this love would last for...

Mekhaela had already sabotaged everything in her life and blaming everyone for everything. “I like to get hurt, I let go of things or...

Did Mekhaela turn to vices to forget everything? "Maybe I am just overwhelmed with all the things that have happened to me this month and...

Mekhaela's married life was already hanging in the balance and yet, she's trying to keep everything together for the sake of not...

It wasn't easy for Mekhaela to follow advice from people. Had she blindly obeyed someone's advice and things took turn for the worse?...

Was Mekhaela becoming lazy or just fed up with everything that went on around her? "I’m becoming more and more lazy–a lot of people told...

This was the last entry of the year 2007. Mekhaela tried to reevaluate all the things that have happened to her. She was trying to figure...

Mekhaela recalled that she was worried that her temper was spreading like cancer, that's why she's trying to keep herself from...

This is not the Mekhaela most of the people remembered. They see her as a cheerful person who doesn't want problems get in her way.

..and I regret that.

Maybe I’m already fed up with the same routine and maybe I need to get myself a little space or perhaps a privacy to think things over.